Please Forgive me...

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To my sweetheart Alice, I want you to know that I love you with EVERY part of my being, I could never love another because quite frankly there is no one who could better suit me than you, you know me better than anyone in this world does, I have told you things I have never told anyone but I have told you because I feel and cherish the connection between us. I miss you and love you dearly and I am filled to the brim with regret for the way I acted. We all make mistakes in this world and no relationship is free of mistakes or hardships, but I never want one mistake to be the end of us and I swear to never leave you. I write this journal so everyone can see how much I love you and how I care and cherish you, I promised I would stick by you and that promise has not changed nor will ever be broken. You mean the world to me and sooooooooo much more that I don't have the words to describe it, hard times have passed us all and I know that a lot more probably await us but I am willing to face them head on and I wouldn't want to face them with anyone except you because you and I have a bond that is strong enough to overcome them all no matter what shape or size they come in.
But I can't face them without you, your happiness being with me is what drives to keep going in this relationship cause when you're happy it let's me know that I can at least do something right, it also gives me something to look forward as I see your smiling face every chance I get it happily says to me that part of that happiness is my doing even if it's just one percent.
I'm thankful that you have great friends who care for you and have your back like I do even when it's at times when I'm unable to, you have people who care about you sweetheart and that's always a comfort to hold.
To see you in such pain and sadness effects me in the same way knowing that you feel it over me which is something I do not deserve, I should never be the reason people cry because I shouldn't have that negative effect on them I should always try to make them feel happy as I've seen you be many times and I can't tell you how joy it brings me. To hear that you're crying is like someone taking the heart out of my chest, the one thing I promised not to let you do alone is now the thing I cause which makes me want to punch myself so bad for betraying you like that which is something a half decent boyfriend should never do. I couldn't bare to lose you and I can't bare the thought of you being alone and being upset over something who isn't worth such a reaction.
I will not allow a few words and misunderstanding separate us and hurt us needlessly because that's plain wrong, I am with you for always sweetheart and I will always love you and everyone reading this journal can be a witness to my claim, I love you Alice more than I can say but this is just a way in which to paraphrase my feelings.
Again I love you Alice, and I promise that I will never leave you and abandon you not now not ever. :huggle: :iconikissuplz: :hug: :huggle: :date: :smooch: :cuddle: :iconbackhug: :iconsonicloveplz: :icondragonloveplz: :iconloveuplz: :iconnuzzleplz: :iconsnuzzleplz: :iconloveloveplz: :iconinloveplz: :iconikissuplz: :iconmonkeyloveplz: :icondragonhugplz: :iconsnuggleplz: :iconlovesnuggleplz: :iconlovekissplz: :iconsweethugplz: :iconlovecuddleplz: :iconsweetkissplz:
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I've been talking to her about this all day and reassuring her. I told her if anything this would make your relationship stronger and I truly believe it will. God takes things that happen and uses them to shape us and help us grow, and that's what has happened here. Relationships have tests and this was one of them, and I say you both came through this wonderfully. It proves just how much you both love each other, and I find that sweet :)